September 2011
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120 Days Cut-Free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Psychology of life: Nightmares →
psychologyoflife:
Things you can do to manage nightmares at the time
Nightmares happen and there are things you can do in the short term and long term to deal with them. Below are some ways of managing nightmares when they occur:
Reassure yourself that you are safe and that the traumatic event that you are…
“Sometimes I wish I could walk around with a HANDLE WITH CARE sign stuck to my...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
“Insanity is knowing that what you’re doing is completely idiotic, but...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
Red Scream
Red scream,
Learn to deal;
My voice, My skin.
I’m not real
Speaker of the house
Speak through the vein
Speak through the pen
Feel the grim pain
Crevices; Canyon deep,
Feel the blade
Watch the crimson water seep
Watch me fade
Flow fast
River of red
Future falls
Dead end dread
Ink of the pen,
Drained.
Wrists once again
Chained
Sheets of the bed
Stained
Thoughts in my head
Explained
“In my case, I was not frightened in the least bit at the thought that I might...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
“Depression is about as close as you get to somewhere between dead and alive, and...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
“I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out fucked...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel
“That’s the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost...”
– ― Elizabeth Wurtzel
“I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an...”
– Elizabeth Wurtzel
My life in rhymes
i stick my pen into my heart
use the pen for ink
where to start, where to start
let me take a minute to think
this is a story about my life
a story about how things went wrong
about the happiness that turned to strife
how i was destined for pain all along
i was born to a happy, healthy family
my parents loved me very much
i had a brother who stood up for me
we were religious and...
thewaytheyusedto asked: I hope things get better, be strong. <3 we're all here for you.
“Depression can seem worse than terminal cancer, because most cancer patients...”
– David D. Burns
Sorry I haven't been posting much lately, I've...
“A lot of people don’t realize that depression is an illness. I don’t...”
– Jonathan Davis
Ever wake up crying from a nightmare and continue...
“Your present circumstances don’t determine where you can go; they merely...”
– ~ Nido Qubein
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Into the nothing BY Breaking Benjamin
“Into The Nothing” Screaming on the inside I am frail and withered Cover up the wounds That I can’t hide Walls that lie between us The saint within the sinner I have lost the nerve But it’s all right Carry the wounded and shut your eyes All will be forgiven None will rise Bury the fallen and lead the blind I will fight the loss Dead inside Into the nothing Faded and weary I...
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Being so bored it turns into depression
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That feeling when you're so depressed and anxious...
The Fight
breathe in
breathe out
watch your breath
rise throughout
day in and day out
a monster deep inside
an urge ingrained at birth
the feelings that i hide
the monster of who i am
the person that i hate
love once lost
the dier need of fate
the urge to self-destruct
the urge of pain
the urge of rage
the urge to go insane
sadness that could move mountains
rage that could end all...
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“Writing is a form of therapy; sometimes I wonder how all those who do not write,...”
– Graham Greene (via obdormio)
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“Even though borderlines may seem to explode for no ostensible reason, the anger...”
– Sometimes I act Crazy. (via hime)
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“Loneliness does not come from having no people around one, but from being unable...”
– Carl Jung (via psychologyoflife)
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“Often survivors find it difficult to: Recognize their feelings, differentiate...”
– The Courage to Heal: A Guide for Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse by Ellen Bass & Laura Davis (via healingquotes)
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“Many survivors: hate themselves, feel immobilized or can’t get motivated, are...”
– The Courage to Heal: A Guide for Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse by Ellen Bass & Laura Davis (via healingquotes)
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“Being a borderline feels like eternal hell. Nothing less. Pain, anger,...”
– A borderline. (via bruised-apathy)
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“Some survivors: are afraid to succeed, can’t accomplish the things they set out...”
– The Courage to Heal: A Guide for Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse by Ellen Bass & Laura Davis (via healingquotes)
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I AM Borderline or I HAVE Borderline??
Having BPD is not knowing who the hell you are but at the same time everyone else is trying to tell you what your personality entails. People only know you by the textbook definition so eventually you live by that definition. you no longer HAVE BPD, you ARE BPD, it is what defines you. For me, for so long i searched for who i was, for some sort of identity and it was just easiest to take on the...
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Survivor??
I’m a survivor…NOPE I’M AN OVERCOMER!!!
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Hallucinations Intro....
Hallucinations Intro….
The hallucinations came to meet my vision one by one. It was brought to my attention much, much later in life that each hallucination came at proper corresponding times in my life with the deaths of some very important people. First there was Ted, he was both the love of my life and my biggest enemy, my abuser. He died January 6, 1998 and a couple of days...
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Depression intro (Again for my book)
Ok, i’m working on my book and I’m wondering if i should just keep what i’ve got from the post “Depression’s a bitch” or if maybe i should merge these two posts for the depression chapter? Any thoughts guys??
DEPRESSION INTRO…..
Depression hit me like a shitload of bricks in a tornado when I was about 10 years old. It swept in like a fog that I...
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Cutting intro (to my book) (trigger warning)
Cutting intro….
When I began cutting 13 years ago there wasn’t nearly as much information on the subject as there is now. When I started, I didn’t know even a single soul in real life who did it on a regular basis. I was the only one. When I first started there’s two things that I’d be willing to admit, number 1, the reason I started and what gave me the idea was a television show...
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Depression's a bitch
When my depression hits it comes slowly at first, I
see the signs, the massive amounts of sleeping, not
wanting to do anything even the things that I love
to do or that are routine. I don’t want to be around
anyone and when I am, I’m grumpy and irritable and
liable to snap at the drop of a hat. I get this
horrifying empty feeling inside me that could move
mountains...
